♀♀ Weekend ♀♀

was raining since noon times on friday .. till today sat noon.. 24hrs of rain.. gosh...week in office was great.. I bought two tops this week.. nice.. €3,99 each.. I am looking out for a rain trenchcoat to go with the weather here.

Today was in town and also looked at some of the trenchcoats or duffle coat.. the design look nice.. and i wanted to get one... but the price was €69,99 .. i will have to think about it.



Weighted myself too.. and seems weight is stagnant.. i need to loose some hiaz....

ೋೋ▶ ▷ ▸ ▹ Specs... ◀ ◁ ◂ ◃ಧಿಧಿ

ok i decided to make a pair of black frame glasses... just to suit me when i am dress up. Cause a friend's pic in glasses looks sexy and cute...it does make the face rounder. I have been using contacts all these while and so .. glasses it shall be..

i got two tops from the store in town... white and black..


my pills

☂there are real bitches in this world..

was skyping with a guy friend who i knew back home .. and he was telling me about a lady who use to report to me directly back in home office. She was saying all these things about me having a r/s with another lady in my grp who is also a direct reportee to me, about how i side with her things etc... oh come on.. pls.. if you are so capable BITCH.. then you would have been promoted so long ago and dun use all these bad mouthing about me and her... if you really know me well enough.. i and her can never be together...☂☂

Damm bitch..what happen is that this yr when i was doing her annual appraisal, she was hinting to me that a promotion for her is to be given... come on.. there are better performance ppl in my grp compared to you BITCH!!.. and in the end the appraisial was done halfway as she got heated up and left the meeting room.. i was stumped.. ok so be it.. i reported this to my superior.. who later told me she did her appraisal with her... BITCH.. i told my boss off and said that she reports to me.. not him.. and my boss say its ok.. i say ok.. its your problem and you handle it when i am no longer there...Cause i know that she intended to use the resignation ruse to gain a promotion.. but knowing my style .. i always tell those ppl who submit their resignation letters to me.. good luck in the new job... so if she was serious she would have finished up the whole session with me.. BITCH...

oh well its my former's boss problem now.. not me.. good riddance. ☂

☁☂☁☂ why why...

i am so tired... slept the whole day today... like for 3 to 4 hrs... ❧❧

should i be mad or happy that someone dressed me up as a gal long long time ago when i was just barely 5 to 6 years old... i know that ,caused i have a vivid memory of that incident and how i cried and struggled to refuse to put in that dress .. and my mom told me that also when i was older .. so its true...i think its because of this incident that i am what i am right now.. this confuse state of mind imprinted subconsciously..♂♀

oh well.. life still goes on and no use blaming anyone.. i am happy now with how i live.. and things that are happening to me and my life now..

each family has its dark secrets and i always wanted a perfect family.. but it seems its not really true... my family is sort of messy i would say.. and nothing more will i mention about it..tot i still luv my mom.. i would not have left my home country and be here now.. its all so predestined ❧

mood now is so low.. hiaz.. sobbing as i type this ☁☂