everyone says i look cutee kawaii desu かわいいです.

My GM says i new employee. hee

anyway had 3 curry puffs for dinner. I am now slightly tipsy.. trimmed my bRoWs .

got my hair trimmed to a boyish look... now i really look like a tomboy... with my sharped brows .. ladylike facial features .. wondering what my colleagues at work will say .. what my boss will say .. oh well.

Change is for the better... current weight is now 145 .. have been onlyhaving one meal per day .. looks like i have to cut down on my intake of carbo..

what i had yesterday
- Mixed Veg Rice.
- 4 slices of whole meal bread for dinner.

the photo beside is こうき nice nice.. like her look

moved to the new templates... been a long time since i last blogged... hiaz... have to trim my hair soon... i cant stand being a man , so many cons. why why... anyway am on hormones now, and i have slight breasts.

picking up Japanese slowly.. and steadily... able to read and write basic Japanese now.

was surfing some of the blogs from japan.. and i am envious of these few ladies...
未莉の , こうきぶろぐ many mores....

now still at 150 Lbs... cant hit 145.. even now i am down to 1 meal a day...hiaz... still trying hard

i am confuse....saw a fellow sis on the bus to Far EaST .. i think she works at one of the hair salons there.. she was pretty slim.. tall.. but i can tell that she is not a she from her slight adam apple, her fingers...

i am trying hard to loose so weight.. have even resorted to using enema.. :).. but still maintaining at about 148lbs...target 140 lbs...

trimming my brows slightly to give it a more fermine look.. but i cant .. hiaz.. work...

How i wish i can throw everything away.. and fly off to japan.. to live my life out.. for 2 - 3 yrs.. and if i like it.. continue and nvr return as a man again..

Long time since i bloGgEd.. heRe.. how tImEs flIess. At lEaSt I did not forget my log in..I have moved up the ranks in my current job.. so have less chance to dress up as such.. even home is tied up with stuffs to do here and there...

no blogging for so many months, i have reverted my hair back to the normal dark haired look. The bleach / blonde look was only for a period of time.

I have started on some hormones like Diane35,Premarin, i can see that my skin condition has improved and has still full function.

Double eyelids..

recently has a female colleague who mentioned to me i have double eyelids..dunno about it

Been a while since i last posted....now 5 Oct 2004....waaa...time really files.....well i can say i have change a bit since i last blogge........my hair is now a crop style and dyed...and bleched....i have mistaken for a gal on many occasions here in sgp and overseas.....


oh well....today is a bright sunny day.....yippeee....have to make a trip to town to settle my laptop hdd...gave me problems yesterday...

gosh....

was at NTUC ....and went to the HL milk / Marigold section to pick out two packs of milk...and when i was bending to look at the date , ....one salegirl walk beside me...( she cant see my face...only my back...and said" Xiao jie...you want to try this ( marigold)milk better...( me choosing HL)."....

this time not first time someone mistaken me for a female..

the other time...i was a Goodwood Park Hotel toilet washing my hands at basin...then a elderly man walked into the toilet....when he saw my back..he paused for a while and walk back to look at the door sign ( to make sure he entered a MALE toilet ) **..jap old man........

i was actually happy and delighted

hiaz....raining again....weight is still the same at 65.....waist 28.....i notice my breasts are starting to form.......maybe a small "A" cup size......

what to do today??