Thursday, November 20, 2008

Hormones are here.... ordered another 6 months supply...

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

so longing to dress up in full again. A colleague commented that i look cute too. Another Female commented i very vain, even eyebrow i trim

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Monday, November 17, 2008

rainy day today... wet wet ... had a light meal today.. 2 slices of bread, carrot cake for lunch and a bowl of pork rib soup. Hopefully can loose some weight soon. Gone back to my daily 2km run daily to loose more mass.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

everyone says i look cutee kawaii desu かわいいです.

My GM says i new employee. hee

anyway had 3 curry puffs for dinner. I am now slightly tipsy.. trimmed my bRoWs .
got my hair trimmed to a boyish look... now i really look like a tomboy... with my sharped brows .. ladylike facial features .. wondering what my colleagues at work will say .. what my boss will say .. oh well.

Change is for the better... current weight is now 145 .. have been onlyhaving one meal per day .. looks like i have to cut down on my intake of carbo..

what i had yesterday
- Mixed Veg Rice.
- 4 slices of whole meal bread for dinner.
the photo beside is こうき nice nice.. like her look


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

moved to the new templates... been a long time since i last blogged... hiaz... have to trim my hair soon... i cant stand being a man , so many cons. why why... anyway am on hormones now, and i have slight breasts.

picking up Japanese slowly.. and steadily... able to read and write basic Japanese now.

was surfing some of the blogs from japan.. and i am envious of these few ladies...
未莉の , こうきぶろぐ many mores....

now still at 150 Lbs... cant hit 145.. even now i am down to 1 meal a day...hiaz... still trying hard

Monday, October 15, 2007

i am confuse....saw a fellow sis on the bus to Far EaST .. i think she works at one of the hair salons there.. she was pretty slim.. tall.. but i can tell that she is not a she from her slight adam apple, her fingers...

i am trying hard to loose so weight.. have even resorted to using enema.. :).. but still maintaining at about 148lbs...target 140 lbs...

trimming my brows slightly to give it a more fermine look.. but i cant .. hiaz.. work...

How i wish i can throw everything away.. and fly off to japan.. to live my life out.. for 2 - 3 yrs.. and if i like it.. continue and nvr return as a man again..

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Long time since i bloGgEd.. heRe.. how tImEs flIess. At lEaSt I did not forget my log in..I have moved up the ranks in my current job.. so have less chance to dress up as such.. even home is tied up with stuffs to do here and there...

Thursday, December 08, 2005

no blogging for so many months, i have reverted my hair back to the normal dark haired look. The bleach / blonde look was only for a period of time.

I have started on some hormones like Diane35,Premarin, i can see that my skin condition has improved and has still full function.