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ok i decided to make a pair of black frame glasses... just to suit me when i am dress up. Cause a friend's pic in glasses looks sexy and cute...it does make the face rounder. I have been using contacts all these while and so .. glasses it shall be..

i got two tops from the store in town... white and black..


my pills

☂there are real bitches in this world..

was skyping with a guy friend who i knew back home .. and he was telling me about a lady who use to report to me directly back in home office. She was saying all these things about me having a r/s with another lady in my grp who is also a direct reportee to me, about how i side with her things etc... oh come on.. pls.. if you are so capable BITCH.. then you would have been promoted so long ago and dun use all these bad mouthing about me and her... if you really know me well enough.. i and her can never be together...☂☂

Damm bitch..what happen is that this yr when i was doing her annual appraisal, she was hinting to me that a promotion for her is to be given... come on.. there are better performance ppl in my grp compared to you BITCH!!.. and in the end the appraisial was done halfway as she got heated up and left the meeting room.. i was stumped.. ok so be it.. i reported this to my superior.. who later told me she did her appraisal with her... BITCH.. i told my boss off and said that she reports to me.. not him.. and my boss say its ok.. i say ok.. its your problem and you handle it when i am no longer there...Cause i know that she intended to use the resignation ruse to gain a promotion.. but knowing my style .. i always tell those ppl who submit their resignation letters to me.. good luck in the new job... so if she was serious she would have finished up the whole session with me.. BITCH...

oh well its my former's boss problem now.. not me.. good riddance. ☂

☁☂☁☂ why why...

i am so tired... slept the whole day today... like for 3 to 4 hrs... ❧❧

should i be mad or happy that someone dressed me up as a gal long long time ago when i was just barely 5 to 6 years old... i know that ,caused i have a vivid memory of that incident and how i cried and struggled to refuse to put in that dress .. and my mom told me that also when i was older .. so its true...i think its because of this incident that i am what i am right now.. this confuse state of mind imprinted subconsciously..♂♀

oh well.. life still goes on and no use blaming anyone.. i am happy now with how i live.. and things that are happening to me and my life now..

each family has its dark secrets and i always wanted a perfect family.. but it seems its not really true... my family is sort of messy i would say.. and nothing more will i mention about it..tot i still luv my mom.. i would not have left my home country and be here now.. its all so predestined ❧

mood now is so low.. hiaz.. sobbing as i type this ☁☂

♥♥♥ Samstag or Saturday ♥♥♥ ☺☺

i need to start brushing up on my new langauge here.. company has 100 hrs of classes for me and i have not started any yet.. i am so fearful of losing my Japanese.☺☺

Today was 14C.. and went for a run, was a good run, need to maintain my weight and trying to shed some off too..♀♀.. wanted to go out for some shopping.. but in the end bought nothing ☼.. and the weather was so hot...

did my nails before going out... need to let them "breathe" for a while...





Preparing to go out... ☺

some of my photos...

took some pics.. with my webcam.. sorry... its bad.. and grainy.. but i find it sexy ...tell me how i look ..really... i know some have been reading here... thought i dun update this site so often previously .. now its better right??... tell me...tell me.... i am such a slut.. hehe lighten my hair color... gosh it will make me look fairer




tell me ....

i need to catch some sleep.. have not been sleeping well these past few nights... only managed 5 hrs sleep nightly... and last night woke up at 3am here.. as it was too cold.... this morning was like the first sign of autumm.. it was 10C today...

the hair dyed which i did my hair now... cost only €3.75(SGD$7) .. got also a masscara.. my current one has used up... threw it away...



the Lucido-l Hair Oil i use for my hair.. and eye cream for my eyes before i nap nap...

Its getting cold...

its 12C now here.. and getting colder day by day.. trees are starting to change colors now... I am so happy with the new set of photos i took... :)

still on the regime of losing weight... i think the scale that i used couple of weeks back was not accurate.. i am currently 68.. hehehe.. still more to go...

i want to do some whitening on my skin tone.. need to bring a shade down at least... :) to be fairer

lost weight....

now i am at 140 lbs... i weigh using a scale in the electrical store here... i am so happy... no wonder my pants were all loose

lovely day....

a lovely day this morning.. cool morning... had my shower... conditioned my hair .. also did a enema. Had a feeling of bloatness for the past few days, it cleared me fully.

I felt slimmer now, but i have no way to confirm the weight i am at right now. I think i am allegic to Comfy Sanitary pads.. had rashes at my crotch area.. oh well, i need to change another brand then.

Colored my hair..

i need to change to another color next month... the hair dye sold here is cheap too... not ex unlike my home country... gotten the makeup remover also.. forgot to bring it from home...

pants which i have here now is looser.. that means i have lost weight again.... i think now i am about 65kg... but i have no scale here to weight myself... its going to be a surprise when i find a scale here to weigh myself...

i am wearing those pant type panties.. lacy ones and a tube top underneath my clothings now when i am in office.. not obvious as i have a jacket or sweater always on...it makes me feel sexy and also as a reminder to watch my diet during lunch and dinner... i have gotten ued to skipping breakfast now... and dinner too...

Weekend...

dressed up again.. and i bought shoes for daily use... great price for these...i luv them..especially that flat boots...i am trying real hard to loose some weight , and guess i did the beige pants here you see is very loose.. when i was in town , the pants was sitting on my hip bones... used to be tight...

Flat pumps - $9Euro




Boots - $10Euro


these leave in hair repair only 0.45Euro after rebate!!